Do you Remember the First Time?

First job

2007-02-23T08:49:00.000Z

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We all remember our first job don't we? I'm guessing that for most it was probably a paper round, like the memory posted below. What was the reason for the job in the first place, can you remember? A new bike, or toy? Our parents encouraged us to earn a bit of our own money and I remember it felt like I would never get enough money for the new bike I was after....

Rave

“My first job was a paper-round. I didn’t particularly enjoy it but I got really good tips at Christmas time. I think it helped that I knew most of the people I delivered to anyway, and so the tips weren’t that bad really.

There was this one occasion there had been a rave in area the night before. I was obviously too young to go to such a thing but there had been a fair bit of chat about it in the area – mainly voices of concern against the whole thing you know? The whole “bad influence”, “drugs” and such like – in those days all adults tied drugs into every event imaginable – even taking a bus into town could mean meeting people selling or pushing drugs. I‘m sure I’m not the only one with that recollection of parents at that time.

So I was walking down the road going to work the day after the Rave and I kept coming across all this rubbish and all sorts on the streets. It ranged from water bottles and crisp packets to odd socks and used condoms. I couldn’t wuite get my head around the sondoms really. Not that I looked closely, but I could tell they’d been used, but why were they in the middel of the road. Not exactly a quiet road either and not so close to the Rave venue. Did someone use it, keep it and then discard it later? Did they mean to take it along with them, in its used state, or did it cling to some clothing? Not sure really if the answer to that is something much more obvious that I haven’t got yet!

Asides from this crap on the street though there was also a hell of a lot of lager too. All these cans and bottles just lying there, all inviting. They were all unopened too!

Of course, being fifteen and not legally of age to drink (ha, ha!) this lager, its just asking me to pick it up and drink it– isn’t it?!

So that’s exactly what I did. I took as much as I could carry back to my house – about a dozen cans all in I think, which I put down to having long, gangly arms and the sheer will of the moment! Then I “stashed” them in the shed so’s my Dad wouldn’t find them.

Then I turned round and went on and did my paper-round. As I was going round the houses I kept hearing people complaining about the mess in the streets, the amount of people and noise there had been, blah, blah, blah. I just kept smiling to myself about the find I’d made. Who really cared about the rest of it – I missed the whole thing, slept like a log and none of it impacted me in any way. I just thought they were a bunch of moaners really!

The next weekend, me and a couple of my friends stayed over at one of their houses, “sans” parents. This was the perfect chance to make the most of the stash from the Rave – no parents to ask questions, raise eyebrows or lay down the rules. So we drank about half of those beers in secret .

Do you know it felt, looking back on it, like such a major thing at the time. The lager being “found”, the secrecy of the drinking, the underage bit, all of it. We felt quite carefree and a bit drunk if I remember. We can only have had about three or four a piece but it was enough. Those were the days eh?”.

Another first memory of hospital

2007-02-08T20:27:00.000Z

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Sorry its been a while since I posted a memory. Time has been flying by and I just got caught up. So I hope you are all well and thanks for stopping by again.

Here's another first memory of hospital. It was told to me by a slightly drunken colleague who still has a passion for disliking her doctor of over 30 years ago!

The bubble

“Well I was a wee tiny person and I had a chest infection. I couldn’t breathe properly. Mum panicked, (my dad was still at work) and phoned the doctor. A Dr Foster. I remember because he was the bad person that put me in hospital! I hated him for it, hated him with a passion. I was two and a half.

Apparently an ambulance came out to the house. Gran had been called as my Dad couldn’t get home quick enough. My mum was hysterical – I don’t remember that but my gran told me later. We got the ambulance to hospital which I have vague memories of in terms of noise and flashing lights.

What I do remember well is being put into an oxygen tent – can’t fail to remember that – a big bubble thing all around me. I was jagged in the bottom because I was that hysterical about being put in the bubble. That calmed me down a bit I suppose.

Time seemed to take forever to go by and I would just lie there as there wasn’t much else to do really. I guess that’s why I may have gotten a bit panicky at times.

Dad was good though, he calmed me down. He sat with me for a couple of days but he was obviously still working. So he’d sit with me and wait till I fell asleep, and then go off to work. I woke up and saw he wasn’t there and panicked. I ripped the oxygen tent and got out, got dragged back by four nurses and injected with god knows what - all because my father wasn’t there when I woke up.

I got discharged later that day – they just wanted rid of me cause I caused so much rumpus in the hospital.”

First time in hospital

2007-01-19T08:09:00.000Z

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What about those childhood memories for those of us unfortunate to have had a hospital stay at young age? Hopefully you will have only been in a short time and that it was nothing serious, or perhaps you have been lucky enough not to have spent any time in hospital.

“I recall the children’s ward and the colours being bright. I rememeber the pain in my throat and being made to eat cornflakes after my first night in the ward. Yes, I had my tonsils and adenoids out. The matron was cruel and made me eat cornflakes.”

Does this sound familiar to you? Does it bring back some old emotions? These are the memories that tend to shape the impression of a hospital forever and, whilst we know as adults, that it was in fact just that, a childhood memory, it’s a damn hard one to change when you are confronted with a hospital visit or indeed a further hospital stay, as an adult.

Sinus

“I remember I was getting a sinus operation done when I was young. I still have sinus troubles now, but not nearly as bad as they might be if I hadn’t had this operation and the tubes flushed.

When I came round I had all this packing material up my nose. The agony in my face was terrible. I was all nose! I could even see it when I looked down. The packing was white and stuffed up me, at the end they tied this bow – supposed to be funny?! I don’t think so!

When it all was taken out, I really did think that my brains were being pulled out from my head. The sensation was something I never want to feel again. It still sends a shiver down my spine just talking about it.”

First time you hosted your own party

2007-01-11T21:19:00.000Z

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Well that's Christmas over for another year, I hope you all have a great break over the holidays. Personally, we caught one of the usual bugs that go around at that time of year and it floored us. It seems that bugs just wait for us to get ready to go on holiday and just as our bodies start to relish the relaxation that's coming, wham, it hits you.

So, lots of parties cancelled which was a shame. It leads me nicely into the next "first memory" of a friend of mine. Do you remember the first time you hosted your own party? Were you lucky enough have a birthday party when you were young? Perhaps if was your eighteenth and drinking was legal (in the UK anyway) so lots of fun stories and memories came from that? Maybe, like my friend, you were younger?

Its my thirteenth!

“It was the biggest and bestest party I ever had. I was 13 going on 14. The news of it spread like wildfire, people telling other people in town. It was riotous, absolutely riotous. There was hundreds of people there.

My Mum had hired a function room in a club and they cancelled the booking a week before because they couldn’t handle the function. I was devastated thinking it was all off. Fortunately she managed to get another venue for it for the same weekend.

There were about 240 people there. They were snogging, fighting, dancing, sweating, and probably having sex, who knows. You couldn’t see everyone, although there were good few people that I didn’t really know well at all. You know, those above you at school and such like. But I didn’t care, it was my party and I made sure they knew it!

I got lots of presents too. The one I remember most was my first 12 inch record – it was Sheena Easton’s “Nine to Five”.

At this point in the story she sings to me:....

“My man he takes the morning train......and then he takes it back again”.

I thought it was great, I loved that party!”

First time you found out Santa wasn't real - another festive memory

2006-12-17T13:09:00.000Z

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Has the festive spirit landed wherever you are yet? Are you ready for Christmas? Bought all the presents, got the tree up, made your Christmas pudding?

It's geting colder here and although no sign of snow on the East coast of Scotland, I've got a feeling its coming our way. The temperature is dropping nicely, Jack Frost is flexing his muscles in the morning, and the snow is falling on the hills to the north. I can't remember the last time we had a white Christmas here, but whilst it would be nice, its not a deal breaker is it?

And of course Santa is coming! At least that's what I told my little niece this weekend. She's really excited and is at that age where the whole thing is just one big, happy, red and white mystery. Already her parents have had to explain why there are so many "Santa's" in the town shopping malls, and she's only 3 years old!

Oh I really hope the mystery stays alive for many more years. I don't know these days when the big secret is let out. Are kids about seven or eight? Perhaps younger? When did you find out?

Here's another story about when the truth came out. This friend is from Australia and was truly aminated over her G&T as she remembered....

Keep him in the family

“I found out about Santa from my cousin. We were playing in the yard at his house – playing "tag". I must have been about six and he would be a couple of years older than me. As we were tagging each other he whispered to me that Santa wasn’t real. Of course I didn’t believe him, in fact I don’t think I believed I really heard him. He said it again and I just stopped playing. I looked over at him and told him I didn’t believe him - who else could it be if it wasn't Santa?. When he started tagging me again, he told me it was my Dad and Mum who were Santa.

That was the final straw! It was funny really, I got so panicky. I ran back to my house to tell Mum. I was short of breath and kind of panting out this story about what a liar my cousin was. I have such a clear memory of this its wierd. We were standing int he kitchen and she has such a shocked look on her face – it was just so out of the blue. She told me my cousin was right, that Santa wasn't real.

Can you imagine the look on my face? I was standing there, mouth wide open, jaw almost to the floor!

Now don’t have a go at my Mum. Please. (she's laughing at this point, clearly noting the horror on my face that her Mum could be so matter-of-fact about it all).

She didn’t blow the whole deal there and then. Instead, she told me there was no Santa Claus for people like my cousin! She told me that my cousin was right in a way, in that Santa didn’t visit homes like ours because we were fortunate to have some money in the bank. Because not everyone was as fortunate, he visited children like my cousin! D’you know, put like that, it sounds like its means tested!

I ran back to my cousin’s yard and told him he was right. I didn’t say any more than that because I didn’t want to spoil it for him. I'm a nice cousin aren't I?”

And hopefully the last time.....holiday disaster memory

2006-12-08T16:29:00.000Z

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This is another spine tingling, "touch wood" story that you really hope never happens to you. So for my friend here, she really hopes this is the last time this happens when she's going on holiday. Somehow I doubt she'll ever let it happen again!

Passport horror

“I was going on holiday to Cyprus with my husband a couple of years ago. We set off for the airport in plenty time and got there around the 2 hour check in.

I was standing at the check in desk when I noticed the look on the girl's face behind the counter. She then leant across to a colleague at the next desk. I couldn't hear what was being said but thought how rude it was for her to do that when she had a customer in front of her. Then a little shiver ran down my spine and I just got this feeling when I she began to speak to me.

"I'm sorry I can't check you in, did you know your passport expired 6 months ago?"

Well, you can imagine my horror.

“What!” I said "you've got to be joking, I have other ID, please let me on the plane!"

Of course, she couldn't do that. She said she could check my husband in and I could then join him in Cyprus on a later flight. I asked when the next flight was. It wasn't until the next day! Just as well my husband said he wouldn't go without me!

We raced over to the administration desk.

"Don't worry" the woman there said, “it happens all the time. You need to get yourself to the passport agency in town and request another passport to be issued. You've got plenty of time."

We jumped the queue for the taxis, screaming "emergency!" It's funny, I had a feeling of pure calm on the taxi ride – Harry meanwhile was panicking – "We'll have to cancel, we'll have to cancel. Why didn't you check your passport?".

The thing is, I never check it. I always believed that when I changed my passport to my married name three years before, that it would automatically change to another ten year passport. So in my view I had plenty of time before it expired.

Harry was sweating, his face was getting more flushed as the clock tick tocked away.

We got to the passport office, which fortunately was open (you never know when these places shut early). I explained the hurry and the man behind the counter got us more frustrated because he was so laid back.

"I can't promise anything” he said, “there are a few people in the office getting passports done today. Go and take your photos anyway".

That done, I filled out the forms and paid something like £45 for the application. I had no cheque book and they didn't take switch – I was cleaned out of British money. How would we pay for the taxi back to the airport?.

The airport staff were great actually. The administration desk phoned us twice to check how we were getting on and advised us that they'd keep the check-in desk open for our return. We eventually got the passport and ran to flag down a cab. Then we had to ask him to stop via a cashline machine so we could pay him!. Back at the airport we had twenty minutes before boarding. We'd made it! Photo looked terrible mind you.”

Please get voting - a bit of fun

2006-11-30T17:17:00.000Z

Ok a bit of fun! Its been a long week so far and the weather is miserable. What's it like where you are?

I'd like to get an idea of what you, the reader, think of this blog of first memories so far. Specifically, what is your favourite memory from those you've read? Drop me a comment please on which are your favourite and why.

Thanks!

R

First car accident

2006-11-23T20:26:00.000Z

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I was up in Inverness the other weekend. Its such a nice part of Scotland but what a drive - its 3 hours for us from Edinburgh. Fortunately I wasn't driving this time. My Dad was driving three of us up - we were all going to meet the wider family for lunch as it was my Grandpa's 90th birthday. What a truely great man my Grandpa is. He's seen and done such a lot in his 90 years and still has good health.

The weather was awful. Its been raining here for what seems like two weeks straight. This day was no exception and so driving conditions were not too great. On the way back down the road my Dad was obviusly getting a little weary. We stopped for coffee and let him recharge. He refused to let one of us drive. As we approached Perth we had a very minor incident. The car almost went off the road when Dad failed to clearly see a turn off for Dunkeld. The rain was making it more difficult to see anything clearly.

It was nothing alarming of course and I thought no more about it except to recall my first car accident. It was kind of mundane and involved a stationery piller in a multi-story car park. So instead, I thought I'd share the memory of a good friend of mine and her first car accident. This one's a real shocker!

A rush of blood

“Did you know that men are always picking their nose in the car. It seems to me that they don’t even care who sees them doing it either. It’s disgusting!

I was driving along Edinburgh Road going to see a friend one Saturday afternoon. It was my fault really, I wasn’t really looking at the road ahead at full attention – too busy daydreaming about something or other. Anyway I went into the back of the car in front of me.

We’d been stopped at traffic lights, so I wasn’t going that fast – what, about ten miles an hour if that. I got out of the car and went over to the one in front. He hadn’t even moved off the road and the cars were now backing up behind us.

I got such a fright I almost jumped out of my skin! He was slumped over the wheel and there was all this blood. Blood everywhere. All over his shirt, the wheel, the windows….I kept thinking “Oh my God I’ve killed him” , then thinking “don’t be silly, you were going too slow for that”. There was a whole conversation of alarming voices in my head.

I was looking about for help and heard someone say they’d called an ambulance. I think I was in shock at this point. I couldn’t wake him up he was out for the count. I could even move him back, his hand was stuck under his face – probably wouldn’t have been a good idea anyway.

The ambulance arrived and saw to both of us. I was just wrapped up in a blanket to stop the shivers – where had they come from?! I was looking over at the other car when I heard the ambulance man reviving him with salts. The man was fine, just a sore face but they were going to take him to the hospital for a check-up.

But guess what? Absolutely hysterical really. It turns out he’d been picking his nose at the traffic lights! Men!! Don’t they eat or something – I mean if you need a snack in car, take an apple with you! I’d hit the back of his car and his finger was plugged up his nose, fishing away. The force of my car knocking his had rammed his finger right up his nose. His finger was still up there when the ambulance men arrived to check him out! He’d had a massive nose bleed from the combined finger thrust and head butt and had knocked himself out!

Serves him right really, shouldn’t pick your nose in a car anyway.. He could have seen his finger come out the top of his nose if I’d hit him at a faster speed!”

First time on an aeroplane - another memory

2006-11-19T11:38:00.000Z

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I heard this lovely story a while back and just had to share it. It's another recollection of the first time being on an aeroplane. As I said in a previous post, I find it amazing how many parents take their their very young kids abroad on holiday now. Times have changed! This is a memory of someone who was 11 at the time - and what a great plane to be on for a first flight - CONCORDE!

Can you hear me…

“My first time on a plane was on Concorde! My Mum was an air stewardess and got us tickets. It was a family trip. I was fascinated by the whole thing with the sound barrier being broken and my Dad took great pleasure in telling me how it all worked..the physics of it all. I was only about eleven and couldn’t get my head round all of this. They ended up teasing me to explain:

” it means that when you talk to me I won’t be able to hear it for a few seconds because we will be flying faster than the sound from your mouth”.

I think they regretted saying that after a while because I kept shouting to my Mum:

"can you hear me yet, can you hear me!"

First pet (and how it died) - Budgies

2006-11-15T18:37:00.000Z

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How many of us had budgies as a pet do you think? I doubt it was as popular a pet as a hamster - I mean its not something that you'd cuddle or play with much. In fact, I'm not really that sure I'd give a budgie to a child as a pet. All you can do really is watch them in the cage, or inevitably, when the wee devil inside wants to play, let them out to fly about the house.....

Bingo

“Have you ever had your parents try to disguise the fact your pet is dead?” It happened to me when I was little. I had a budgie called “Bingo”. He was yellowish green and lived in his cage in the livingroom. I used to talk to him every day and he’d tweet back to me quite the thing.

When I came home from school one day I was devastated to find Bingo dead at the bottom of his cage.

“Mum, oh Mum, Bingo’s dead!”.

Well I must have caught her at a bad moment – she was in the middle of a phone call to my Gran and I‘d interrupted her:

“Don’t be silly Julie, Bingo died three weeks ago”!

Then I think she realised what she’d said when she saw the look on my face. She came off the phone pronto and looked over at me.

”Julie, Bingo died three weeks ago and we got a replacement for him because your Dad and I knew how upset you’d be. Really, it’s Bingo2 that’s died”.

Well I couldn’t take it. I stomped off to my room and cried, I couldn’t believe them and what they’d done.

I couldn’t get another Budgie after that could I. I was so upset that Bingo 1 would hate me for it.”

Another First Memory of Sleep Walking

2006-11-10T14:21:00.000Z

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First time you slept walked

I got some people talking this week about their sleep walking memories. This one is from a brother's perspective. Sleepwalking stories are best recalled by another party that was there to witness the act. After all, the sleep walker will only remember part of the story – usually not the best bits!

Into the night

“I haven’t slept walked to my knowledge but my brother did when we were young and I shared a room with him. I remember that I heard the commotion out in the hall from my Mum and Dad. I woke up properly and noticed that Paul was not in his bed. I got up and opened the door. Dad was in the hall in his pyjamas and my Mum had the front door open and was out in the drive with her dressing gown on. The draft through the door was nippy on my feet. What a thing to remember.

“What’s all the noise about? Where’s Paul?”. “He’s sleep walking” my Dad said. Well, I thought this was great. At that time I never knew people sleep walked really. I couldn’t understand why they were reluctant to wake him up.

Paul had gone for a walk down the drive and was walking down the pavement away from the house. He had on his boxer shorts and a pair of shoes. At least he’d stopped to put on his shoes!! My Mum ran after him and fortunately the cold must have half woken him up because he appeared to stop a little way down the road and turn round. He looked a bit puzzled to see my Mum. She steered him back into the house, by which time he was fully awake.

My Mum and Dad were really worried about him. He’d catch such a cold going out like that. He got over it without scratch and he laughs now when reminded that the house alarm code was changed after that!”

First time you slept walked

2006-11-04T14:10:00.000Z

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Are you a sleep walker? Were you one once, when you were young and now you've grown out of it? Do you still sleep walk?

Hiding

“I think I’ve only slept-walked the once. I was quite young – must have been under eight years old. I don’t remember it myself but I was told enough times about it!

To set the scene a bit, I should let you know that my parents house, the one I grew up in, has two sets of stairs, one at either end. They both go to the same level, and it means you can literally run a circuit up one set along the upstairs level and down the second set and along the ground floor – used to be great fun! My parents room was integral to the circuit in that you actually had to go through it to get from one stair to the other.

Anyway, apparently my parents woke up to find me at the other end of the house, wandering along the hall in my pyjamas. To be found there, meant I had gone out of my room, down the stairs, through the living-room, kitchen and dining room, then back up the other set of stairs. I was in the hall outside their bedroom. I have no recollection of it, and they determined I was sleepwalking.

The next night I was put to bed and couldn’t find my pillow. Dad couldn’t find it anywhere and had to give me one from the spare room. We wondered for couple of days where the pillow could have gone! Then, Mum was turning out the laundry basket in the hall outside their room, when it showed up. It turns out when I was sleepwalking, I’d taken all the laundry out of the basket, stuffed my pillow into the bottom, then piled all the laundry back in on top. No wonder we couldn’t find it!”

Your first love

2006-10-29T16:03:00.000Z

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You know that phrase “you never forget your first love”? Well, I believe that there are two different kinds of love that you never forget – the kind that is your first non-sexual love and the kind that is. The first is the one you experience at a very young age – primary school or even younger. The second comes perhaps at secondary school or at any point in life after that.

The reason I make the distinction at this point is that I have found it surprising which “type” of first love that people recall first – the non sexual, very innocent and sweet one, or the latter, which invariably people remember the break up of. Sometimes it's both, depending on how good the memory itself is.

So what about you……….

“I was in primary school, about ten or eleven years old. I arranged to meet her on a Saturday afternoon..the first time I’d had the guts to ask her out. That day, two of my pals came round looking for a game of football. I decided that footie was a better idea and got them to go down to the shops and tell her. I never tried again after that – I doubt I would have had a chance really! Still liked her though….”

White shoes

“His name was Graham and we were in primary seven! I remember I thought he was so cool and cute looking – dark hair, tall, all of that. He took me to the primary seven school disco. I remember I wore a white top and white shoes – special!

He brought me something, you know when he came round to the house with his Mum, who was driving us to he disco. It was flowers or chocolates, I can’t remember which. But I remember thinking, “oh, isn’t that nice, he’s so likes me”.

We went to the disco and had a great time. We danced the last dance and had a kiss. Well, you know, just one of those “long” straight kisses on the lips – more of a two second thing really but longer than a peck on the lips.

We went out together I think for about a month. School broke up for summer and we weren’t together when we went to the big school.”

Dance

“Oh he was a wee dreamboat at the time, the best looking of all the class. See when I’ve met him since (at least fifteen years on), he was soooo ugly. What was I thinking!

I would be ten or so I think. He was cute, with slightly big ears and could run like the wind. I was impressed by that – he as the best runner in the school sports every year and he was my boyfriend!.

We used to go behind the pump shed (a small shed in the grounds of the school that must have been used as a water pump in ancient times!) for a small pack on the cheek. Nothing more than that. It was just the “done thing”.

First day at school

2006-10-25T19:00:00.000+01:00

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This is a tough one for me I'll admit. I have no recollection of my first day of school. I've seen a photo of me in my uniform, standing next to my brother (who was a year older than me) on what was supposedly my first day at school, but I have absolutely no memory of the day itself. I can remember other things - the classrooms, the spelling books, the teachers and some good memories of the annual water fight.

I went to primary school in Balbeggie, a small village about five miles out of Perth in Scotland. A country school, it had three classrooms when I was there, all full. Sadly I believe its down to one class and one teacher. I don't think they do the water fight at the end of the summer term any more. It might have been something to do with a pupil standing on a rusty nail in bare feet as I recall....but those were the good old days!!

(a note on the link to Balbeggie above - there is very little out there on the web about Balbeggie - this is a page in a site I found which was created by the Church of all places)

Here is a memory of a friend of mine - she has great recollection of events in her early childhood.

Primary pet

“I remember my first day at Primary school actually. I got away at twelve thirty which I thought was great. I thought that was what it would be like all the time! But no, just a week or so I think.

I had a wee brown rucksack, satchel thing – remember those? They were really soft buckle straps and faded really well. Cool bags those!.

I remember the first teacher too – her name was Miss Mckay. She was lovely. She used to get me to help her pass out the jotters and collect them in, because I could already read and write – that was my Dad’s fault! I was a quick and eager learner! I had learned to read and write when I was three and had gone to school when I was four.

Miss McKay got married when we were in Primary two. I remember we were all asking why she was being wheeled about the corridors and playground in a trolley!"

First pet and how it died - another hamster memory

2006-10-20T17:08:00.000+01:00

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Another hamster related memory for you. It seems that these were popular wee pets for kids, and still are, as this memory comes from a mother and the story of her kids first hamster. Again, another memory which lit up the face of the person telling me it. A combination of remembering the event, the horror and the lesson learned. There was a little laughter too...but only a little!

Kylie

“It only happened a couple of years ago actually. I’d never had pets as a kid and it was only when I had kids of my own that I had a pet to look after.

We got the kids a hamster. Nice furry thing called Kylie. Kylie the hamster!

Kylie turned out to be pregnant. Not something we'd planned for of course. She had five babies in all. Of course the kids wanted to keep them and we felt we couldn’t really say no.

They were tiny things – all "skin" and pink. Kylie looked after them well really, making sure they were warm in their bed and giving them milk. The kids were looking after them too – making sure the bedding was clean and playing with “Mummy”.

I was doing the usual bits of housework, dusting, hoovering, tidying, you know? Anyway, I was in the kids bedroom hoovering when I noticed Kylie’s cage door was open on the floor. The kids had been cleaning her cage out earlier and couldn't have closed the door latch properly.

The babies were still in the cage and so was Kylie. But I looked again when I was picking the cage up to put it on the dresser. One was missing. I couldn’t find it anywhere. I hunted all over, picking up everything on the floor and looking underneath.

I couldn’t find it. When the kids came home we had to explain that one of the babies was missing. They were convinced it was “Jason” but who could tell – they all looked the same. It made it more personal though! It was quite sad and a bit of a mystery.

The kids were a lot more careful after that with the cage door. We still have Frank, Alice, Homer, Marge and “Mum” Kylie.

I should say that we did find Jason. Well my husband Paul did actually. Its not a nice thought and definitely not a nice way to die. He’d gone up the hoover! He was too small to even clog up the hose! We found out when we emptied the hoover bag. Paul had hoovered up a necklace one of the kids had left on the floor after playing dressing up and was fishing in the bag to get it. That’s when he saw him. It must only have been two days later. I really hope he didn’t suffer – if the shock didn’t kill him he would have lost it in amongst all the dust in the bag.

I never did tell the kids. For a while they believed he’d run away into the skirting boards and was living in the walls. The youngest got a bit scared of that though and would have dreams that he’d grow big and fat, with huge teeth that would bite her in her sleep. We had to tell her a white lie after that to stop the dreams – Jason had gone to heaven and the reason we knew that was there was a new star in the sky over our house!

First time you found out the truth about Santa Claus - another first memory

2006-10-20T17:04:00.000+01:00

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Tick tock

Well, its the weekend again at last. Its been a busy week all round but I did get to hear another first memory of Santa Claus and how a younf child tricked his parents into finding out the truth. The lengths we go to...

“Someone must have told me at some point but I wasn’t quite ready to believe it. I remember I wrote to Santa asking for a wind up alarm clock. I know, I know, not the best present in the world for a child, I don’t know what I was thinking. But anyway, I then said to Mum that I’d asked Santa for an electric alarm clock. I was deliberately laying a trap and I don’t deny it. I just wanted to prove it, that Santa wasn't real. But, at the same time I didn't want to. It was so frustrating, as if my world was going to collapse if I found out he wasn't real. Part of you never wants to stop believing (I sound like an advert for Peter Pan!).

Of course, the electric clock was what I got in the end. It was weird, I was chuffed I’d proved Santa wasn’t real by my own experiment but at the same time it was a bad Christmas, because I’d proved it. That was it. Finished. Game over. No more Santa Claus.

In the end I told my sister what I’d done and she told my parents. I suppose it was ok for them – it meant they didn’t have the pretence again next year.”

First time you were told about the birds and the bees

2006-10-16T18:59:00.000+01:00

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So Madonna is adopting a baby. Its all over the news and of course everyone has an opinion. Mine? Well personally I can see both sides of the argument, but lean slightly to Madonna's side. She's giving baby David a chance in life and his father has publically stated he thinks this is the best chance for his son, given the poverty in his own country. I understand the arguments the charities have put forward too. Yes, if poverty is part of the child's culture, perhaps the money would be better spent in another way. I'd like to think though that the child's best interests have been considered and I'm sure Madonna will ensure David is well informed about his roots at an appropriate age. Its a hot topic which I'm sure will rage on as long as the press want it to.

So its a tenuous link to my next memory. The "birds and the bees". Anyone remember how they found out about that whole mystery...?

I have to admit I have no recollection of when I was told, who told me or where I was at the time. I like to think I've blocked it out because it was either so scary for me to have heard or that I was just so at ease with it all it wasn't worth remembering.

Is it even called "the birds and the bees" any more? What about "the facts of life" - that sounds worse, not just old fashioned but more scientific. Hell, there are more "facts of life" these days than sex, just ask Professor Stephen Hawking.

I think these memories will be different depending on if you're male or female. Is the expectation that girls find out before boys because they get periods, or do the boys find out first because they are more nosey and chat more about that kind of thing in school? There's probably an element of school ground gossip to it all anyway.

I think this is one memory where the experience will have changed over the generations don’t you? I shiver at the age young kids are being taught about sex these days.

The machine

“I was ten years old. I remember I was on a skiing trip with my parents and sisters. I had gone to the toilets with my Mum and was waiting for her at the sinks when she came out of the cubicle. I asked her there and then:
“Mum what’s a Durex machine for?” (she pronounced it "Durr" like it rhymed with "fur").

“It's pronounced Durex and we’ll talk about it later” (the emphasis on "Dur" like it rhymed with "pure").

Later that night I asked again. She couldn’t really get out of it. She explained to me about the birds and the bees and about contraceptives – she is a nurse and so you’d expect a high standard!. All I remember thinking was why anyone would want to blow up a balloon and fit it on their “bits”!

TV teacher

“It was a taboo thing in my house. I must have been thirteen or fourteen years old when something about sex came on the TV or was being discussed on TV. My Mum had come into the room and said “did you get taught this at school? Do you want me to buy you a book or something?” I think she was quite embarrassed. Maybe I should have asked what the “or something” was, but I never, I just said that yes, I had been taught about it at school and not to worry.”

First time on an aeroplane

2006-10-14T08:44:00.000+01:00

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My local radio station Forth One (97.3 FM) were discussing aeroplanes the other day. Just the presenters chatting about plane trips and who gets the window seat when you go on holiday. That made me smile. David always takes the window seat when we go on holiday. I've gotten so used to being the one that sits in the middle of a row - stranger on one side, David on the other - that its become second nature now. We even swap tickets if I've been allocated the window seat.

Remember the film "The Wedding Singer"? . Its now a broadway musical by the way. Anyway, there's a scene on the plane where Robbie Hart (Adam Sandler) says he would give up the window seat for Julia (Drew Barrymore), unlike her horrible boyfriend. Well David has given up the window seat for me twice in the last 10 years - unfortunately it was either dark or cloudy so there wasn't much to see anyway. Nice gesture though.

Do you remember the first time you were on an aeroplane? It seems to me that children under three years old are a much more common sight on planes that they used to be. We must have more disposable income and flights have become cheaper since I was a child.

I was really excited about going on a plane for the first time. I think I was about 10 or so. My parents were taking us abroad for the first time on holiday. When we got to the check-in the woman must have been asking about the seat allocation – you know how there is only 3 on each side of the plane? I must have been allocated the seat across the aisle from the rest of my family because I was put in that seat when we boarded. Fair enough, their decision.

Not having been on a plane before and coupled with the excitement I think, my tummy was doing somersaults. I remember was looking over the aisle at my Dad shortly after take off, feeling green, let alone looking green. Then I turned (for what reason I really couldn’t say) to the old lady who was sitting next to me and threw up all over her!

My Mum gave me such a row. I was mortified anyway about what I’d done. I knew I would get a telling off in public too whicch didn't help. When she took me to the toilet to clean me up I got a smack on the bottom too! I remember protesting that I just couldn’t help it, that I had nowhere to go, it just happened so fast. Fell on deaf ears though - I think she was more embarrassed that anything else.

Tell me about your first memory of being on an aeroplane. How excited were you? Where were you going? Were you sick?

First time you found out Santa wasn't real - part 2

2006-10-10T15:59:00.000+01:00

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Do you know its now only 11 weeks to Christmas! Not long until the shops have their Christmas lights and decorations up and Coke will bring out their seasonal Santa advert. Just let us get past Guy Fawkes night first please!

I heard some more fond memories of our cuddly friend Santa Claus the other day. Gone on, share with us your first memory of finding out Santa wasn't really real. I'd certainly love to hear some more stories.

Carrot stealer

“That’s easy…my brother gave it away. I don’t remember how old I was or what he said, but I remember that I didn’t believe him! That Christmas I waited and waited, pretending to be asleep and then I heard Santa coming up the stairs. You know, I was so excited I can't describe it really, but my heart must of been practically jumping out of my chest because I remember I was breathing really fast. I was probably on the verge of a panic attic, after all this was the first time I was going to see Santa (or at least that's what I thought).

I crept out into the hall and here was Dad eating the carrot I’d left out for the reindeer!

I said “what are you doing, that’s for Rudolph!"

He said he’d woken up hungry and that Santa would forgive him for eating Rudolph's carrot if he went to the kitchen and got another. I must have given him a fright when I think about it.

Anyway, I had my suspicions, but still didn’t want to believe it. I think it finally sunk in after I went back to school and we talked about what Santa had given us for Christmas. Some of the children knew already so it was probably peer pressure to finally admit he wasn't real.”

He lives on…

“I’m “thirty something” now and Santa still sends my brothers and I presents. Every year we get a letter from Santa asking if we’d been good and could we please provide a list of potential gifts for him to pick from. The list helps him, he says in his letter, because his elves have had a hard year and his memory is getting poorer. It doesn’t help I suppose that Mrs Claus is no longer with us.

It’s a funny quirky traditional we have kept up for years. Santa has moved with the times and now that he has retired from being a GP and left much of the work to the elves and other helpers, he has learned how to use computers and the internet. Our letter from Santa now comes via email! Dad’s great isn’t he! It means I get something from Santa that is useful and is guaranteed to be something I actually want – a sure fire bet for CD’s, books and perfume! “

First time you went on holiday without your parents

2006-10-07T10:19:00.000+01:00

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Just back from a week in sunny Barcelona with David. We had a great time. Just wandered around looking at the sites, drinking beers on the street pavements and watching the world go by. It was our 10th wedding anniversary last week so we thought we'd mark this one with an occasion. We even ordered champagne with our meal - a first for us! We've only ever had champagne when someone has given it to us as a gift or a thank-you or has been bought by our parents. Does this mean we've grown up!

Do you remember the first time you went on holiday without your parents? Things never seemed to go wrong when your parents were around to direct you to the right check-in desk and the gate. You always got to the hotel without a hitch and back to the airport in plenty time to catch your flight. Simple. So does the fact you are the one responsible for all of that necessarily mean something will go wrong.....

Take me to "what's it called?"

"I had booked a holiday to Austria for myself and my boyfriend on the internet. Booking separate flights and hotel was much cheaper than going through a brochure. I suppose the only slag is all the bits of paper you then need to print out and keep. I'm still never sure which bits of paper I'll be asked for if referencing something booked over the web, and so I tend to take everything.

We'd arrived at the airport in Austria and headed to the taxi rank. I looked over at Andrew and asked what the name of the hotel was and the street name. "I don't know" he said, "you've got the details". Of course I did, I always take charge of that kind of thing. I opened the hand luggage but oh God, I couldn't find it. No idea where it was. I searched every pocket in the bags and turned up nothing. We didn't even remember the name of the hotel for sure, let alone any reference number! "Shit, what are we going to do?"

Fortunately I had a flash of inspiration. As it was the afternoon, and only a one hour time difference to the UK, we'd call Andrew's Mum. She is one of those internet savvy Mum's. Thank goodness. Not many of my friends parents go near a computer - its all a bit foreign and scary and are quite happy getting on with their lives when the the rest of the world links up over something called "www".

So we rang her, asked her to go onto such and such a website. We were even able to describe the search and the bitmap picture of the hotel. Then we had to hang up and give her twenty minutes before calling back. Meanwhile we had a nailbiting wait over a beer.

I kept thinking we'd end up having to book another hotel and lose the money on the first one - an expensive option I admit, but on the bright side, I kept saying to myself, we'd have a hotel room at least. We wouldn't have to go homeless or get a flight home. That was how I kept putting it over to Andrew, who was still in utter disbelief and kept mumbling, "I can't believe this is happening" . Is this something all men are programmed to say in these types of situations? Those rare times when they feel helpless in a situation that was caused by a women. They just don't go into practical mode like us women do they?

But thank goodness Andrew's Mum found the details on the web. We had the name of the hotel at least. So we got a taxi there, a bit frazzled, and they let us check in, even without the reference number. What a nice bunch in that hotel.

Inevitably I did find the paperwork after we got back - not in the house as you might have thought, but in the suitcase front pocket! We had it all along, that whole time! Why I had put it there when the case was in the hold of the plane and could have been stolen, I don't know. All I can say in my defence is that it must have felt sensible at the time!

I learned something from that trip and others since. I think my memory is getting worse as I get older, so I now try to stop myself packing for a holiday a week before we go - it's hard I admit, but it means I have less time to pack the important things like money, cards and passports in "safe" places for too long that my memory fails me when I try to remember where they are."

The first time you were visited by the toothfairy

2006-09-30T09:44:00.000+01:00

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Do you remember the first time you were visited by the toothfairy?

Ok I thought I'd try to take a trip down memory lane to another fictional time - the time of the toothfairy! I know we've all experienced the fairy population at some time in our past. These tiny, flying people were the ones that wanted our teeth! Did we ask many questions about that at the time? I suspect not as we were more interested in the coin they left us in exchange.

I don't recall much about the toothfairy. I suspected they were related to Santa though as it always seemed to be winter time that I lost my teeth. Not sure if there is any science to this at all - the loss of teeth in winter, not the relationship between Santa and the fairies.

So I wanted to explore this memory further but when I asked around, most people can only recall vague memories of the tooth coming out (they were all baby teeth of course so there was little pain involved), placing it under their pillow and a coin materialising there in the morning.

We did have a laugh though at the value of the coin. Who remembers 10p for a wee tooth and 50p for a bigger tooth? Some, reflecting their age, remember shillings and pence.

So, disappointed that this was perhaps an uneventful memory to post, I was on the point of going back to Santa Claus tales when someone piped up a story about his first experience of "being" the toothfairy for his children.

Three things stuck me when he'd shared his story:

1. Why do the fairies take the teeth and is their a universal answer to that question, which most kids are likely to ask at some point?

2. It really blows my mind that parents are under so much pressure to instinctively know what the going rate for a tooth is on any given year. Does this type of information pass to expecting mothers from the placenta to the brain? There is so much trivia they need to know to deal with inquisitive kids (eg why is the sky blue, why do cows go Moo?) that it seems some kind of madness that we invent fictional characters and themes which will bring on more questions (where do the fairies take the teeth, where does Santa go in the summer?).

3. The final thing that struck me is something I'll share at the end of the story.

Two for me please

"My daughter had two loose teeth at the same time. It was her two front teeth and the proper ones were growing in behind them but these two at the front were just wobbling about and not coming out. So we came up with a plan to encourage them out!

Following a trip to the supermarket I made her eat an apple when we got home. It worked! She bit into it and out came the tooth. Her poor wee face screwed up in pain and she struggled to tell us what had happened. She ran over to her Mum grabbed her hand, then spat the whole mouthful into it! We then had to dutifully poke about the saliva, apple and god knows what else to find the tooth. That was fine though - one down and one to go.

But the other still wasn't budging. That evening I told her to put the extracted tooth under her pillow.

"Why Dad?"
"Well the toothfairy will come and take your tooth away"
"How will the toothfairy get in Dad if the door is closed?"

I said the first thing that came into my head - she doesn't need the door to be open, she comes through the keyhole".

Quick thinking I thought! This is more Rachel's area (his wife). Anyway, the next question came quickly.

"But Dad, why does she want my tooth?".

I must have been on a roll. "She takes it way to fairyland and uses it to build houses for all the other fairies."

That night I had to part with a £2 coin. Rachel tells me it's the going rate for teeth these days but £2!. Well I was down £4 by the end of the week.

The second tooth came out without any engineering by me or my wife. My daughter was playing with her friend in her room. She has a bunk bed. They were on the top bunk playing when Emma decided to get down to get another toy - she slipped on the ladder and bumped her jaw on the rung of the ladder. Out came the tooth and I lost another £2."

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Ok, the third thing that stuck me was why on earth fairies would take the teeth. I'm sure I would have asked the same question as a nipper, but don't recall the explanation. I mean is it a good thing to suggest that fairies live in houses made of teeth? It must be really smelly. And what happens when the teeth disintegrate? Poor fairies, living in crumbling houses.

Ok, in a bid to keep the fairies in homes, we must do something about the declining population in the UK. Unless of course fairies can travel the globe......

Have agreat weekend!

First time you tried to ski

2006-09-28T21:49:00.000+01:00

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We’ve been planning our ski trip for next year. It’s become a bit of an annual thing for the past 3 years. We went to France for the last 2 years with a great group of people from Scotland and Ireland. Polmont ski club, if you’re out there – HELLO!

This time we are booking to go to Calgary in March 2007. We’ve chosen Canada because we have some good friends out who moved out there a few years back. It’ll be great to combine visiting them with testing the Canadian snow.

Do any of you skiers out there remember the first time you were put on, or put yourself on, a pair of skis?

I wasn’t as young as some of those wee tots you tend to see in foreign ski schools. Those kids are barely out of nappies and they are better skiers than most of us adults on the slopes. Last year I found myself on a chairlift in Flaine with a French girl of around 5 years old. That age estimate is guesswork as she was all wrapped up like a Michelin Man with so many layers of warm clothes. She only came up to my waist and all I could see of her face was a red and runny nose. Anyway, I had “volunteered” to take her up the chairlift as a favour to the ski school instructors.

Well I thought my French would be up to the standards of a five year old. I mean I can tell you my name and where I live, ask how to get to the Museum and point vaguely at something and say “What’s that then?”. But hey, I was wrong. I couldn’t really understand what she was saying, although I’m pretty sure I recognised a universal skiing language when she sighed and that frozen look of her nose. It’s code for “I’m knackered”, with a hint of “Why did my parents push me into this, I’m not really enjoying it?”. Of course, I could be barking up the wrong tree and she might really have been commenting on my flair for ski fashion and mogul jumping!

When I learned to ski I was in secondary school, around 14 years old. I learned to ski at Glenshee in the Scotland. I recall my poor attire – jogging bottoms and a pair of waterproof trousers. It was combined with a pair of borrowed skis that weren’t much more than two planks of wood with a hint of wax on the underside.

My parents were firm believers of us kids trying something for a while before they invested any hard earned money in the appropriate gear to encourage our pursuits. Looking back as a mature and well adjusted adult, I have to say I agree with their philosophy and its one lesson I’ll take on board if I have a family. However, I might tweak the theory when it comes to imparting this philosophy to my (sometime in the future) children. My memory of that approach was not so good – of course, also with a more mature head on my shoulder now, I do admit that I could be a bit of a brat as a child sometimes. So, the lesson learned there is that I will remember, if I ever have kids, that I was once a kid myself and not to never forget what that was like. Whatever they (my sometime in the future kids) go through, I will have probably gone through it at some point in the past.

So, back to the skiing. I’m on the slopes, well in the car park really, trying to stay on my skis. Oh boy it was hard and I came away frustrated, knackered, bruised and wet. But that’s what drove me to go back the next weekend. I was determined.

I think I doubted the logic and effort of it all when I came to my first attempt on the button (poma) tow. I couldn’t begin to recall how many button tows I missed when trying to pull the blasted thing down between my legs. It’s hard when you’re trying to manage two poles and have gloves on your hands that are probably two sizes too big (because you really do think that bigger gloves make your hands warmer!).

But I eventually made it to the top of the slope – a slope with a gradient so slight that yes I could have walked up it, but the point was to progress to the button tow stage. The sense of achievement! I was glowing with the effort and my sense of pride. Which of course was quickly lost in a “Bridget Jones” style moment of careering down said “slight gradient” (I didn’t say that going down the hill, the gradient was of course much steeper!). It’s amazing how fast two planks of wood can travel.

To top it all, the day I scaled the heady height of my first button tow, I ended the experience pretty quickly by crashing into another beginner, knocking them for six and being the probable cause of said beginner breaking her wrist. It wasn’t my fault that she happened to be standing next to a pile of upright skis and poles which didn’t really make for a soft landing!

First time you found out Santa wasn't real

2006-09-26T19:05:00.000+01:00

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First time you found out Santa wasn’t real

He’s a great big cuddly man, with a bushy white beard, makes his own presents, and lives with elves and reindeer. Who wouldn’t want to meet him?! All kids are wide eyed with wonder at a certain age, over Santa Claus. It's funny how we never twigged the little discrepancies or that different kids had different stories, all given by their parents, on the finer questions about Santa – where was Mrs Claus, where does Santa live, how do reindeer fly, where do all the elves go in the summer?

The biggest challenge for a parent I think, is how to explain the numerous “Santa’s” in the shops, on the street, on the TV. Why does such a man let himself be cloned by his helpers and so what does he really look like? Of course, he’d be the Santa in the Coke adverts wouldn’t he!?

It’s a shame he’s not real though isn't it. Should I admit to finding it amusing when I see children, when they get to “that age”, battling with their inner self over the Santa mystery? You can see them so desperately questioning the reality, almost as quickly as trying to reaffirm their belief – they don’t want to miss out on presents but at the same time, they want to fit in with the other kids. It’s a domino affect really that spreads like wildfire through a school or group of friends. As soon as they do believe, the relief for the parents is palpable.

Personally, my brother gave the whole thing away. He's only a year older than me but nevertheless he took great delight in telling me Santa was really Mum and Dad. Of course my world came crashing down at this point - how could he tell such a big lie? I remember waiting up as long as I could that year to catch Santa in the midst of filling my stocking at the bottom of the bed. Of course I fell asleep but it didn't stop my brother going on and on and on until eventually he was told off by my parents. Of course at that point there was no going back and the damage was done.

A friend recalls below a memory of when she told her sister the truth behind the man with the beard....

Hide the TV

“I’m not into the whole fictional character thing because my Dad didn’t believe in it. So in our house a dog was a "dog" and not a "doggie"; a cat was a "cat", and not a "pussy cat" or kitten – that kind of thing. My Dad's point in grounding us in reality was sensible I suppose because really, in a few weeks time that dog would be a dog and not a doggie - it would’ve grown up.

So against that upbringing the whole Santa thing was a chore I guess for my parents. I can’t remember when exactly I found out but I was fairly young. I gave it away for my sister though.

We were talking about Santa and she was all excited about Christmas. It was mid December and all the Christmas decorations were up - both inside and out. She was so wound up in the whole concept and trying to work out when Santa would deliver the presents. She knew at this point that Santa was going to give us a new TV for our room that Christmas. Now that was a big deal back then – they weren’t as cheap as they are now and not given away with every fridge or freezer you buy.

So we were at our Gran's house this one afternoon and my sister is getting really excited - she must have had an overdose of chocolate from the advent calendar! By this point was really irritating me. So, I told her that Santa wasn’t real.

Of course she didn't believe me, couldn't believe me, and she kept arguing back at me. So I told her that if he was real, then why is the TV set that he’s giving us, in Gran’s wardrobe. Of course she still didn’t believe me and so in a fit of frustration, just to prove myself right more than anything else, I showed her the TV!.

She ran back home to Mum and Dad. She asked them if Santa was still giving us a TV and they said yes. “So why’s it in Gran’s wardrobe Mum?” she said. Well, inspite of the upbringing, I still got leathered for telling her the truth!

They didn’t try to cover the whole thing up for my sister though, they did tell her the real deal with Santa. I don’t regret it either. I beleive that kids should know the truth and not be brought up on a fantasy in a bid to bribe them into being "good kids"."

First time you made your brother or sister cry - 3

2006-09-22T19:35:00.000+01:00

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Well its the end of a busy week, but thank goodness its a Bank Holiday for me this weekend. No big plans unfortunately as The Ryder Cup is on, but so far the weather has been good so fingers crossed it stays that way.
I'll be catching up with friends for coffees and lunch while David plonks himself in front of the TV.

I had to share this "first" story below from a good friend of ours as it reminded me of a recent occasion when I wanted to throw a plate at someone in a fit of frustration! I'm sure you know the feeling...

The flying 45

"I must have been about ten and my sister a year younger than me. She always did my head in, you know! We fought a lot as kids and on one particular day, she was getting on my nerves so bad that I picked up one of my Dad's records, an old 45', and threw it at her.

I threw it like you'd throw a Frisbee. And what a throw it was - slicing through the air in a perfect arc! Not a throw that's easily repeated, more of a fluke.

As my eyes followed its path across the room, it landed in the wall behind my sister. Lodged itself into the plaster! Just as well she ducked really or it could have been like that James Bond movie - you know the one with the bowler hat man? She started crying and ran into the kitchen and told my Mum.

I was in trouble when my Dad got home I can tell you - it was one of his old Elvis LP's I'd thrown and when we pulled it out, although it was whole, it was all scratched. Dad had to paper up the wall too because it had sliced right through it."

Another "first" pet and its sad demise

2006-09-18T18:26:00.000+01:00

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Well what a strange start to the week I've had. Oh, did you have a good weekend by the way. I did, chilling out with some friends over a few glasses of wine does wonders.

Well, its Monday again already and when I got into the office, after most of last week being away on a course, to find that tomorrow is "bring your dog to work day". Yes, you read me correctly, bring your dog to work. It's a "national" day apparently and we've got 11 dogs coming in, with their owners, and a host of related events going on through the day to raise money for charity. Imagine, dog walking for £3 - its supposed to be a calming influence apparently, but I can't help imaging the poor sod who gets the dog that needs a number two. Its dog walking with good old shopping bags at the rady for the dog poo disposal!

Sheer madness!

Anyway, it reminded me that I promised some more stories from the "macho men" and their first pet - the doggy stories. So here's a sad tale from a good friend of ours.....

Ricky

Ricky was our dog. He was an Alsatian and I loved taking him on walks near the beach. He was one of those dogs that loved fetching sticks and we used to wind him up by pretending we’d thrown a stick. Of course the dog would go bounding off after nothing, turn around and go daft with barking. Great way to make a dog dizzy isn’t it!

One afternoon I was walking down by the beach road – it had a high wall on the edge of the pavement, leading down to a steep embankment to the beach itself. It was quite a high wall. Ricky was in the mood for some play and I was chucking a stick for him to fetch. Then I teased him by throwing the imaginary stick. I didn’t think. I just threw my arm out and Ricky leapt up for the “stick”. He jumped straight over the wall and disappeared.

I can still see it, almost as if it’s in slow motion. Dumb dog.

I looked over the wall and he was lying at the bottom of this huge drop. I ran round the path and down onto the beach, crying. Ricky, how could I have done this to Ricky! I was only about twelve and I picked that dumb dog up in my hands and carried him back up to the road, my arms aching with the weight. He was still breathing, but didn’t look too great. I half stumbled, running to the vet’s which luckily wasn’t that far away. But he never made it. I was devastated. I had killed Ricky, our dog, since, since well forever.

First time you moved house

2006-09-08T20:05:00.000+01:00

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What a long week its been. I've been away on a course, one of those where you had to stay up half the night doing preparation for the following day. Not so productive I feel when all you want to do is surl up in bed. At least it was a nice venue - somewhere in deepest Warwickshire I think - a big old fashioned castle in its previous days, but unfortunately with a few modern extensions added on (spoiling the look a little).

I find that when I'm away on these things that I miss my own bed. Probably true of most people I'd guess - you wake up in a strange bed with a sore back, wishing you could be at home on the comfort of your own mattress. That good old mattress that you lugged with you from home to home.

A couple of good friends of ours told us recently about when they moved house . It can be a traumatic time – in fact it's listed as one of the top ten life events that cause most stress. Most people can remember this one – whether it’s the aches and pains of packing and moving all your worldly possessions yourself or if the removal men were of the usual standard (gruff, big, and moan a lot!). Did anything get “left behind”, damaged? Did the mattress make it there without being torn or soaked wet with rain? What about the new pace you moved to? What state had it been left in?

One bed or two?

“My girlfriend and I were moving into the flat we’re in now. There was loads of help that day, all relatives and friends helping with the loading and unloading – we didn’t need removal men.

My Mum was getting in the way – she didn’t want to lift heavy things and wasn’t sure where things should go when unpacked. But she did want to help. So my girlfriend suggested she go and make the beds for us.

Now at this point we didn’t have a lot of money and we were sleeping in two single beds pushed together. As soon as my Mum saw this, I bet she was over the moon! We weren’t married yet you see, and it wouldn’t be right for us to be “sharing a bed” yet.

When we went to bed that night, we noticed that she had moved the furniture. When it was put in, the bedside tables were on either side of the “bed”. She’s come in, moved the tables and each bed was separated by a table!

We were too exhausted to move them round again that night and spent our first night, not as Mum would have liked it, both of us in a single bed!”

First time at the cinema

2006-09-08T20:02:00.000+01:00

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Does anyone remember the first time they went to the cinema? I'm just off to see Pirates of the Carribean 2 and it made me think back. I think my Dad might have taken me and my brother to see Superman. That's about all. Well, that and popcorn!

Years later, after I was married, Superman came on the TV one Sunday afternoon. My husband suddenly choked on his custard cream and shouted out "Your Dad looks like Lex Luther!" Ever since then we can't look look at Gene Hackman in the same way.

First time you made your brother or sister cry - 2

2006-09-04T18:55:00.000+01:00

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Oh we could be cruel to our siblings. Personally I don't hear from my own brother any more. Been that way for almost 7 years now. The rift is too wide now.

Fore

“I was about five or six I think when I was mucking about with the golf clubs my Dad had in the garage. I remember I had this wooden putter…I liked it because it wasn’t as heavy as the metal ones and the colours of the wood were fascinating.

As I was swinging it about the garden my brother came up from the side. I never saw him, and I would continue to say that’s the truth to this day! I was on the back swing, going for an imaginary ball, when it struck something. I turned round and I’d smacked my brother in the head with the club!. He ran away screaming to Mum and boy, did I get smacked for that one. I don’t think it was really sore for him, because I could see the smile on his face when I got smacked.”

First time you made your brother or sister cry.

2006-09-04T18:54:00.000+01:00

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We’ve all done it…either more on the giving end or the receiving end when we were young. I am a younger sibling myself, and when we were really young my brother was always getting me in trouble. Sound familiar?

Do you remember what your punishment was? Its severity was always linked to the level of the crying your sibling was making - noise which you had caused with the utmost glee.

Some people I spoke to had no memories of making their sibling cry or themselves being made to cry by their sibling. I think it depends on whether you have one or more siblings, and if they are the same sex as you. Brothers to brothers have a very different relationship to brothers and sisters, and sisters to sisters. Sometimes we are jealous of the relationships our friends have with their siblings when we are much older…. It’s a family thing and how close you are. Anyway…it wasn’t always like that was it…….?

Daft

“I used to come home from a day at nursery school, all eager to learn more. I loved reading when I was growing up and couldn’t get enough books to read. I’d read the same ones over again if I got the chance!

I’d pick up my little sister – she’s four years younger than me – and sit her down on the bed and say “right, read that!”, pointing to one of my story books. She’s be all “tra, la, la, la, ga” type thing. She was only one!

I got all angry and started to shout at her, asking how she could be so thick and stupid. I think I even chucked her off the bed! She started crying and howling and Mum came in and gave me a row.

She did try to explain to me that my sister couldn’t read yet because she was a baby. I just couldn’t believe it. “Why would you have such a stupid child Mum? I’m not stupid after all!”.

I just couldn’t understand that if I could read and write, why couldn’t she? I don’t think I was able to define the time lapse thing in that I had to grow up to learn how to do it, not that it just happened right away and I could always read.”

Bite

“I remember biting my younger brother Graham. He’s three years younger than me and so I’d have been say about seven or eight and he’d be four or five. We used to play toy fighting – messing around just as boys do really. We’d kick, punch, throw each other about – nothing major sore.

I don’t know why I bit him – maybe I was stuck in a body lock and couldn’t get him off me. Anyway, whatever reason I bit him on the arm and he started shouting and bawling on Mum. When she heard what I ‘d done – my brother grassing on me so quickly too – she belted me for it and then put anticeptic on Graham’s arm! I really doubt I broke the flesh but I suppose he was making such a fuss it probably was an act on my Mum’s part to make him feel special.

Me? Well I couldn’t understand what the big deal was; couldn’t work out why we were allowed to kick and punch each other but not to bite!”

Another "first memory" of the Police

2006-09-04T18:37:00.000+01:00

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What a strange weekend it was. After posting my previous entry about my first memory of running into the Police, I encountered them again at the weekend. I was visiting my in-laws, with my husband, and whilst there, they were burgled. We were in the house at the time and didn't hear or see a thing but they got away with a handbag and a laptop. The sheer brass neck of it!

I then heard from David that he saw a celebrity at Gullan golf course. Always excited when I hear of a celebrity being "spotted" I was a bit gutted when it turned out to be Ronnie Corbet!

Over the course of the weekend I collected some more "firsts". I can't tell you how much I enjoy this. Listening to people talk about themselves and their memories of childhood or "firsts" that occured through their adult years. It's a lot of fun and above all most people enjoy sharing their stories.

So here's another first memory of the Police, from a former colleague of mine who was mortified at the memory!

Petrol payment

“Me? I'm a model citizen you know. Never even had a parking ticket! Am I sure? Well, there was this one time, but it was a pure accident really and doesn't count in my book……I was filling my car up with petrol at Safeway's. Its one of those pumps where you have the choice to pay at the pump or at the desk. I had chosen the pump. My mobile went when I was filling up and it turns out to be work. Asking some lengthy question on something or other. I was distracted. I finished the call in my car, still stationary at the petrol station I hasten to add – not driving and using the mobile!. Then drove off back to the office.

The police arrived at the office an hour or so later, asking at the front desk for me. News travels past in that place I can tell you. People knew that the Police were there looking for me.

It turns out, can you believe it, that I'd forgotten to pay the petrol bill, Safeway had taken my car registration and called the Police! I still can't quite believe the Police followed it up – I suppose it's theft legally, but surely there are more important crimes to fight. At some point I'm sure I'd have remember and would have driven back to the petrol station to explain and pay the bill. The Police were OK with me after I explained what had happened and there was no further action – other than the fact that I did return and pay the bill!”

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First incident with the police

2006-09-01T10:57:00.000+01:00

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I thought I'd share my first encounter with the Police before I ask a few friends and colleagues if they have ever had a run in with the law. It would be good to get some input from students I think, I mean do the police still get called out to student parties that have gotten a bit out of control? Maybe I should consider the other angle - do students still have parties that get out of control or are they all sensible and adult now? Maybe its more "in" to have a dinner party? Nah, I don't believe that for a second do you? Will need to do some research amongst the student base in Edinburgh.

You know, I never had an incident with the Police until I was in my mid twenties. I never got pulled over in the car, or had the police round at a student party, nothing like that - does that make me weird or just straight-laced?

Anyway, I was having a house warming party around Easter time a few years ago. David doesn’t like theme parties but I managed to convince him that a theme would be a good idea.

I called it a “Jelly and Smarties” party. I made up whisky, gin and vodka jellies, and had packets of those boxes of smarties around in bowls. I made up sweetie bags for everyone to take away – like those you got at school parties. OK, at this point I will admit that not all the jellies set very well, but we had great fun eating them!

I’d invited people from work as well as our friends. The more the merrier type thing and people were more than welcome to bring their partners if they wanted. So there was a few people that were “partner’s” in the crowd.

About an hour into the party I answered a knock at the door. Standing in front of me was a huge, tall policeman. I was a bit gob-smacked because the party wasn’t even in full swing. "Damn neighbours" went through my head at the time.

The policeman said he was there to raid the place because he had been notified there was drugs in the flat. I was like “drugs? There’s no drugs here!” Oh no, but this was a “jelly and smarties” party according to him, so he wanted to get his hands on the culprits.

I turned scarlet and a bit weak at the knees. Then he caught my eye and started laughing his head off! It was a pure wind-up! He was the husband of one of my work-mates and I didn’t know it (I’d never met him or even knew she was married to a Policeman!). Apparently as soon as he’d seen the invite, he couldn’t resist.

You know, I hadn’t even thought at the time that the theme was controversial. I guess my mind doesn’t work on that wave-length. It turned out that a few people there had wondered about the theme themselves!

First recurring nightmare - dreams

2006-09-01T10:37:00.000+01:00

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Have you ever wondered what you child/partner/dog/cat is dreaming about when you watch their eyes speed around under their closed eyelids like a ballbearing dinging around a pin-ball machine?

Dreams are funny things aren't they? You can be having a good dream and not want to lose its thread when the alarm clock goes off. Try as you might you can only remember that Brad (or Angelina) was definately "yours" and "all yours", but you can't remember any of the other detail or how it made you feel (I'm guessing here that most of the feelings in this case would be good ones, but if it sounds like your idea of a nightmare, then substitute the above for James Bond, Jennifer Aniston, Edna Everidge - whoever turns you on!).

Speaking of nightmares, I would always have these dreams about being chased. It was a man without a face. I could never see that face no matter how hard I looked. I ‘d wake up in a sweat , my heart hammering.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? The faceless, nameless man in your dreams? Perhaps it wasn't a man that chased you but a monster? What kept you awake at night? What was it that you fretted over, made your heart thump or scared the bejeezus out of you? How did you really feel? Here are some recurring nighmare memories that you might jog your memory.....

The vortex

“I remember when I was one time for some reason I was sleeping in my parents bedroom. I think it must have been when people were staying in the house and I had to sleep on my parent’s floor while someone else took my bed. The curtains were brown and had great big cycadelic orange/yellow swirly things on them. A throw back of the 70’s! At the time there was a programme on the TV with similar colours in it. I used to have nightmares about those curtains where the whole room swirled and I was getting sucked into a vortex with Dr Who. It was scary!”

Glitter

“I used to have a nightmare dream when I was about 8 or 9 years old. I would be in my house and a plane would fly over. Mum would tell me the safest place would be for me to stand in the doorway between the kitchen and the hall. When I got under it the arch would release glitter. If the glitter landed on me I’d believe that I would turn down syndrome. I don’t know why. I would run away from the arch and into the garden to get away from the glitter. I was totally scared of standing in the arch. I would dream about this for about a year – oh shit the doorway, I’m down syndrome.”

Freddy

For a long time after I first saw Nightmare of Elm Street I dreamed about Freddy Cruger. It sounds weird saying it, given the whole thing is based around dreams and reality but I tell you, it scared the living day-lights out of me.

It seemed that I'd be having a nice, pleasant dream, when all of a sudden things would creep into picture. I'd generally see a glove first. Then some part of the picture would turn green and red – something wierd though, like the tree trunks or the sky – nothing normal.

Then the sound came into it and as soon as I heard the knived scraping on something, I knew I'd see Freddy.

You know, it wasn't me he was chasing, at least all the time. More often I'd see him from the sidelines, like I'm watching him "playing" with a victim who was no-one I knew (a faceless person). Then he'd kill then in a classic slashy way ala horror movie style.

Still, I felt scared rigid. I'd wake up with a start and be drenched in sweat. Then, you know how you try to turn it off and go back to sleep but when you close your eyes you just see his face and nothing else? That's what it was like. I'd stay awake and rock myself for a while before dozing off.

I think this went on for about six months or so. I never watched anymore of the Elm Street series for about two years. In part, I'll admit, because when my Mum found out I wasn't sleeping well, she banned me from watching or reading horror. I admit, I stopped watching Freddy as I said, but still read Stephen King, Dean Koontz and the like – in fact I still do!"

First sex scene on TV that you saw when your parents were in the room.

2006-08-31T19:34:00.000+01:00

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You remember don’t you? You’ve all sat down in front of the TV and whatever the programme is, you can just tell when its building up to a sex scene. You start to squirm maybe, fidgeting in your seat. Maybe your Mum gets up to put the kettle on. Perhaps your Dad starts some inane conversation. Sound familiar? The thing is, I could be describing something that have happened last week – it’s perhaps more awkward when you’re an adult with your parents!

When you’re younger and don’t really care and are more curious, you feel less awkward, but your parents are more twitchy – they might be avoiding the fact you were growing up, or maybe you were really too young to be asking such questions of sex scenes and they wanted to “protect “ you!

There are a few of us out there that are of the age when the opening credits of “Tales of The Unexpected” was a taboo thing – parents seemed to think it was a programme that would have sex in it and so you weren’t allowed to watch it.

I mean, looking at it now, what did that women ever have to do with the stories?

“S..e..x”

“My Gran was looking after me one night and Dynasty came on. Remember, all the shoulder pads and big hair! A particular scene came on and she jumped up in front of the TV and changed the channel. “That’s quite enough of S.E.X I think” I replied, “Gran I have an O Grade in English and can spell sex..I even know what it means”.

Well, did she not take that the wrong way? ”What do you mean you know what it means, what have you been up to?!”. “No Gran, I mean I know what the definition in the dictionary is, not that I have actually done it!!”

“We were watching something on the TV when the trailer came on for The Singing Detective – all I remember is my Mum giving it “Right, time for bed now”! I don’t really remember what the particular scene was.

Prossie

“We were all sitting watching the TV one night and it had some programme on it that had a bit in it where they were discussing prostitutes. I had no idea what one was but needed to ask the question. “Dad, what’s a prostitute?”

I remember me and my sister were sitting on the floor in front of the sofa, where they were sitting. I can still picture myself turning round and gazing upwards into his face as I asked the question.

The response was “bed!”. I couldn’t understand what was wrong with the word. I didn’t think I’d sworn, in fact I would never intentional or otherwise, swear in front of my parents.

My sister had to explain to me what a prostitute was and explain why I’d been sent to bed. I must have been about seven or eight at the time.”

Police Academy

“I was reminded about this recently from a cousin – its something I said back as a child that seems to have stuck in the family and I’ll occasionally get the rip taken out of me!

We were watching Police Academy one night. That must have made me about ten years old or something like that. Me, my Mum, my two older sisters and my cousin. You know what that film’s like – if there was a sex scene it was an obvious wind up thing. I can’t even remember the bit in the film to be honest, but I did feel a bit uncomfortable.

I was wriggling about on the chair and Mum asked me what was wrong. She was dumfounded when I’d replied “I don’t know Mum, but I’ve got a sore front bottom!”

I still get reminded of that phrase by my family and it’s so embarrassing. I can’t believe what I’d said, I obviously didn’t have a clue why it was happening or what it meant!”

And hopefully the last time.....tooth/dentist memory

2006-08-31T19:08:00.000+01:00

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I realised as I was composing my last entry that I have another "tooth/dentist" related memory that is very vivid. I'm sure you have them too. Those memories where you "touch wood" when recalling them, that they won't happen again. They are usually horror stories to those recalling them and you share a degree of empathy when you hear them. Of course, I know I'm guilty of the odd embellishment too when telling this type of story. Are you?

And hopefully the last time......tooth/dentist memory

“I was in sixth year at school and it was winter time. I was running away from someone about to lob a snowball at me, when someone in front of me stuck out their hand to stop me. I skidded right round them and landed flat on my face. I landed on tarmac. I was pulled up and I knew straight away something was wrong in my face. The pain was unbearable.

I’d clean broke my front tooth and the nerve ending was dangling down like rubber thread. I couldn’t help touching it with my tongue – oh.. but the pain.

As soon as people realised, I was taken to the headmaster to get a call into my parents. Some pupils who’d seen it were even looking in the snow for the piece of tooth that had been smashed – never did find it but I reckon I must have swallowed it.

I was taken down to my Dad’s surgery in town – he worked across the road from the dentist. He took me over and sat and waited with me. I remember the dentist wasn’t my normal one and I didn’t feel comfortable. I had a sodding great gap in my face but all I wanted was the pain to stop. He gave me an injection in the gums and sorted out the nerve – my god the needle looked huge! He took out bits of the tooth and filed it down to a tiny piece in the gum.

I ended up walking about without a front tooth for weeks while they made up a false one for me. When I got the temporary one in I used to have a party trick where I’d pop it out and grin away with this metal grey stump hanging down my face! People hated that one! Thankfully I’ve had this one in for over 10 years now without a mishap!”

First time your tooth was taken out

2006-08-31T18:56:00.000+01:00

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I had toothache today - a real dull throb in the back of my mouth. Boom, boom, boom. I've been telling myself its probably nothing and that the usual remedy of buying a tube of Sensidine toothpaste will do the trick, but in the back of my mind I have a niggling doubt as to how long I can keep the ache at bay in this way. Am I storing upa problem for later? I'll keep you posted.

It got me thinking about the dentist, naturally, and the first time I had a tooth taken out. I couldn't tell you how old I was but it was the days of the gas mask over your face and the countdown....10...9....8....7....doubt it ever reached 6 or beyond......

It's perhaps a memory some of us want to or even choose to forget. The sights (clinical, white, waiting room chairs), sounds (that drill – doesn't the noise just scream out in your ears; the "sucker tube thing" and girgling of saliva), and of course the smells (the mouth-wash, the toothy, drilling smell), they all make the memory. Of course, we notice different things as we get older – the younger age memories are just those – of a younger mind........

Here I share my own memory and those of friends and colleagues that I've gathered over the last few weeks.

Flowers everywhere

“I remember I was little. My Dad came with me and was trying to calm me down. I was lying back on the chair and saw the familiar map of the world on the ceiling of the surgery. But it wasn’t of interest now. I was really scared.

The dentist had glasses and when the mask for the gas came towards me I kept pulling myself out of the seat because I could see the reflection in his specs. My Dad sussed it out.

He told me to close my eyes and dream of fields of daffodils because that’s what he dreams of when he’s trying to sleep. I thought this was amazing….my Dad was giving me his dreams. Isn’t it funny what you remember?

I guess at this point I was under the gas. …..a field of yellow flowers later, I woke up in agony. I was told later that I must have subconsciously felt the pull on my tooth and the pain, because my arm shot out and my hand grabbed the dentist between his legs!!”

Stereo sounds and visions

“I didn’t mind the dentist really. They used to give me earphones to put on that plugged into a stereo with that “mood” music playing. All “tra, la, la” music.

I got gas for my getting teeth out. I remember the first time, sitting there with my earphones on and when the mask came down on me I remember all I saw was the circle of people staring at me. They were staring down at me and it was as if they were getting closer and closer to me. I kept thinking that they’d fall over and land on me if they didn’t move away. Then I was under and don’t remember.

Of course all the faces were the dentist, the nurse, my sister and my Dad. At least I knew them!”

Just the braces

“I remember I was wearing shorts and braces. Funny I remember that but they are so vivid in my memory…me, a girl, wearing blue checked shorts with red braces….my Mum must have been mad! I had just come out of the dentist and remember being hauled by the braces to keep me upright because the gas effect hadn’t worn off.”

Ahh the irish

“I was sixteen when I got gassed by the dentist for the first time. I had a baby tooth that hadn’t come out. The adult tooth had grown behind it and forced it into an odd angle. It was hanging by a thread. In Ireland they use laughing gas and I remember laughing at the dentist pulling this tooth out with the pliers, so hard, that the tooth fell on the floor. I was awake the whole way through! But, let me tell you, it was f**king agony when it wore off!”

Holly the Hamster - RIP

2006-08-30T22:00:00.000+01:00

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Hamster's are funny wee furry things aren't they? I didn't have a hamster when I was a child but it seems lots of my friends did. Not sure what I was missing out on really (not much you might say!).

In the last story about Mixtures, we didn't get to hear how she met her death, but there was little time for contemplation as the tale was swiftly followed by the memory of another friend who cried out that she'd murdered her first hamster.... I wonder if anyone else has a similar tale to that of Holly.....

Holly

“Holly was the name of my hamster – she was named after Christmas because that’s when I got her – and she loved playing outside her cage.

"I had gotten her lot of toys as you’d expect, but one in particular was one of those big plastic balls that you put them into and they run about. You know the ones, like caged balls rolling madly about the floor, propelled by a running hamster! I suppose whoever invented them had exercise in mind as well as fun. Well whatever, he probably made a fortune!.

"Well Holly loved that ball. It was almost like she’d run to it as soon as she was out of the cage, begging to be let in. I put her into her ball as usual one this one day and set her off on the bedroom floor.

"After a short while I realised the ball wasn’t moving at all and I went over to it and started it up again on a roll across the floor – I thought she was just tired. Still there was nothing in terms of a direction after the ball hit the door . I went over to it and picked it up. Oh, but you’ll never guess what I’d done (as she hides her face in horror). I’d killed Holly! Hard to believe isn’t it!?

"But it wasn’t through exhaustion as you might think – I suppose their heart capacity is quite small after all - no, it was worse than that. When I’d put her in the ball and closed the door, her leg must have got stuck. She was hanging by her wee leg, upside down, from the door of this plastic ball.

At this point we, the audience to this tale of woe, were all wide mouthed and eyed with a sympathetic “ohhhhhh” sound radiating from us at different pitches.

"Well, I snapped it open, but it was no good. I think the motion of the ball and her hanging the way she was, all the blood must have gone to her head.

"I buried Holly under the hedge in the front garden and my Mum planted some flowers over the spot the next month. Do you know what else, I buried her with the ball. No, not in it, but just by her side. I couldn’t bear any other hamster using it, it wouldn’t be right. She’d have probably haunted it!."

A friend's first hamster - the sad story of its death

2006-08-30T20:18:00.000+01:00

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Well, it seems I've opened up some old wounds with some friends. They thought my idea about the whole "first" thing was a great one but sadly, after a few gins I opened it up with "first pet" and how it died. Oh, the tears that followed, the pained voices and the sympathy around the table - obviously a girls night out I hear you cry - yes you're right! Then came the bravado from the men at the next table - well two blokes actually asked us what the fuss was all about so I delved on in and asked them about their first pet. Of course their stories were more macho (and mostly about dogs!). So, there's lots to get through and lots to keep you hooked and smiling so I'll post them as fast as I can before moving on to the next subject..........

Mixtures the Hamster

“He was called Mixtures…he was black, brown and white you see….get it?! Mixtures was really cool and was my friend when I was young. He would chirp away in his cage, running on his wheel, making all sorts of hamster noises – he was just great!

"I remember coming back from school one day and my Mum sitting me down in the kitchen literally as soon as I walked in the door.

“There’s something I have to tell you” she said in this somber tone. “The thing is, Mixtures died today. He’s gone to pet heaven”.

"Well I knew that that was rubbish…the pet heaven side of it…but geez I was so upset about the fact Mixtures was dead…so I guess at the time, it kept me going. Sounds a bit stupid now I know. But, hey, I was young!.

"I was like: “How did he die Mum, he was fine this morning?”.

“Well, when I went up to your room, he was all curled up in a ball and not moving.” She said.

“Where is he now ?”

“I put him in the bin”.

(We all errupted in a fit of the giggles at this point in the story. Honestly, the empathy part came later I promise).

"In the bin! In the bin! You might laugh but the fact was it was the kitchen bin she was talking about! Hardly hygienic! Buried amongst the carrot peel and goodness knows what else!.

"Anyway, after some tears and huffing about I got over it remarkably quickly actually.

"But I remember a few weeks later I was watching Blue Peter on TV and you know how they were big on the whole pet thing..especially dogs and tortoises? Not sure if they do all that now…but anyway, they were talking about hamsters. And, you know what? According to them hamsters hibernate. I’m not sure, now that I’m older, if that’s entirely true, but its what I remember seeing on the TV.

"Well…they said that to hibernate the hamster would curl up into a ball and not move much. The way to test it was to put him under a low heat grill and the heat would make him uncurl! I dread to think really about how many people may have tested this theory and burnt their hamster. I can smell the fur melting just thinking about it!

"So what the chance that Mixtures might have been alive then? Its an awful thought and it did bother me for a long, long time afterwards. I mean, Mixtures may have been put into the bin man’s lorry and then woken up, struggling for breath amongst all the rubbish. Nothing I could do!”

Funny that whole theory on hamster’s hibernating. I think the jury is out and I have consulted a few sources on this one…including a veterinary surgeon…they don’t hibernate. However, someone else recalls, completely independently of the previous story, about the same episode of Blue Peter….

Your first pet and how it died....

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For the inspiration behind this blog click here.

Most people recall their first family pet – something they either loved or hated, was a chore or a pleasure. Perhaps as time went on and you grew older your feelings towards them changed? Did cleaning out the fish bowl happen less frequently, or walking the dog too much of a bother? Oh how we kids could tire of some things over time - what used to be fun, like teasing the hamster, became a chore as the cage had to be regularly cleaned.

An what about those pet names? From fish to dogs, the naming of pets can give away how old you are. Why the need to call your pet after a TV detective or superhero? Starsky and Hutch or Bo and Luke? Funny how we see the similar trends in naming children after pop stars!

Do you remember how your beloved pet died? Happens to them all of course, but the passing itself can be very memorable for some………..............................................................

I had a number of pets as a child, one of the benefits of living in the countryside and being the daughter of a vet. Here's my memory of how my goldfish died. I think I was around ten years old at the time (but don't quote me on that):

Starsky and Hutch were great goldfish, just swimming around their bowl time and time again. Over the couple or so years I had them I must have put lots of those green plastic plants into the bowl because I remember this one day I was cleaning the plants as well as the bowl. The fish were in a bucket of water on the kitchen floor and I can still invoke the smell on my hands of the slime from the plants and from scrubbing the glass.

What I didn’t realise was that the bucket had been used for bleaching the floor in the porch. The fish had been in there for around an hour I guess. They didn’t look so good when I put them back in their bowl and called my Mum through to have a look. They seemed a bit listless – if you can get a listless fish. (?) All motionless and big eyed! There was little we could do. Mum scooped them out and rinsed the bowl. She even rinsed the fish out under the kitchen tap! Just picked them up and cupped them in her hands with the tap on.

It did perk them up, but only for a day or two. I found both of them floating on the top of their bowl when I got home from school. I did “bury” them so to speak – they were flushed down the toilet the same day!

For a few months after that I would imagine them swimming around in the toilet bowl and I was scared they’d jump up and bite me when I went to the toilet - a sick fish revenge for flushing them away with beached scales.

How good is your memory of childhood?

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The inspiration for this blog comes from getting older – turning "thirty something" instead of just thirty to be exact.

I realised that the more I tried to remember my younger days, the more confused my memory became. I frequently mixed up events, could not remember the year or failed to recall an entire event.

During a lazy afternoon in the garden, a glass of wine in my hand, I discovered that my friends recalled more about their childhood than I did.

It got me thinking about the marvel that is the human brain. Different people have the capacity to recall different things and make it seem effortless – I’m sure you all know someone who is good at remembering dates and events from history, capital cities, political debates and the like. Maybe someone else is good at trivia, whilst others can remember specific events that are ten or more years old. Which category did you fit into?

I still don’t know which category I am in, but my husband would probably say that I have a memory for trivial information – shopping lists, where things have been left etc.

So I thought, at as a result of my contemplations that I would record my memories in this blog. These memories specifically relating to the first time I did something over the last 30 or so years.

I hope it will evoke your own memories, perhaps remind you of things forgotten. It might make you laugh or even cry as you recall your own memories. At the very least it should be a great discussion at the next gathering of friends, old and new.

So I invite you to read my blog full of my memories and memories of those I come across who which to share their stories too.......perhaps you'll post some of your own........